I hate stop lights

No, really. I do. They make me so nervous. When I'm driving along and I come upon a red light that has been green for quite some while, I begin to once again, argue with myself on whether I should speed up, or slow down and stop. It's so nerve racking! Anyways, it seems almost every boy in this town, and/or that I know are too good to be true. Contrary to popular belief, and looking at over half of the United State's divorce rate, I am still holding onto that belief that two people can stay together, happily for a life time. I know it can happen, it just depends on how badly you want each other. Anyways, next Tuesday begins fall break for Thanksgiving. I absolutely love the holidays. I just love the old timing Christmas songs, and I really enjoy my family. It's the one time of the year where we all slow down and can get together. And, we know we'll all have that day off. I wonder what it's going to be like this year. I remember how excited I was each Christmas Eve. Since my parents are divorced, (and I think it's tradition for my dad's side of the family), his side comes together at my grandparents house, and then we open gifts, then I got home with my dad, and open his on Christmas morning. My mom would come get me that morning and we'd go to her house and do her side of the family's gifts. This year, I'm driving, and I'm not as big and excited on it as I used to be, but I really enjoy this time of the year. I love how my mind works. I begin talking about Thanksgiving, and go off to Christmas! But, that's how most stores do anyways. Bring out the Christmas trees and sales and such right after Halloween. Poor Thanksgiving, being so close to the biggest holiday must suck. I really am thankful for the new car that I got this past week. Yesterday, my mom somehow activated my car alarm, and being a used car, I didn't get the box to turn it off. So, I got in it yesterday, put the key in the ignition, began to turn the key, and all of a sudden I hear, BEEP BEEP BEEP. Me and my mother's boyfriend sat there for like an hour trying to figure out how to shut it off. But, besides that, and getting the tires replaced, it's a really nice car. I get so mad when others around me blare loud music. It's like, you may like the music, but not everyone around you does too! But, then I find myself doing the same as them. 7 weeks left of high school. Here we go.