Thursday, September 17, 2009

Relaxed



When you look up the word relaxed, it is written “the usual term in

Hypnotism, Meditation, and Physiology, means Ultimate expansion following ultimate contraction due to exhaustion.” Having a place where you can relax and unwind is a good and healthy thing for the body, and for your mind. There are two places that I truly feel relaxed and complete, and I think you’d enjoy them too.

There is a road near my home that is called Zinker Road. Around sunset, when the ground isn’t cold, but is cooling down, is when I love the road the best. There is a big open country field, houses evenly spaced, and horses. When the road starts to curve, there is a big beautiful tree right on the side of it. The tree reminds me of a storybook, or maybe from the book “The Giving Tree”. It makes me feel so at peace and easy when I see it. And when the colors in the sky show, due to the sunset, it’s really breath taking.

When I am driving down that road, with the windows rolled down, and normally playing the band called The Spill Canvas, it makes me feel so good that I just want to drive for hours and hours. I don’t really know what it is about that one tree on this road that gets to me so easily. I cannot describe it. It’s kind of like I know that there’s something wonderful behind it, that my eyes cannot see alone. But, I cannot pass it without it catching my eye. Maybe that’s why God put it there? To bring me and others around me peace after a stressful day? Everything in my life, I see it as a reflection from God. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, and that everything has a purpose, and are beautiful in its own way.

The other and most important place where I feel very relaxed is when I go outside by myself and pray. Especially when I have so much on my chest that is eating me alive. I’ve always had a close, or tried to have a close relationship with God. I cannot remember an age when I didn’t talk to Him at least once a day. If something is going on in my life, that is getting me off track or that could be stopping my growth, I don’t like who I am. I only like myself when I feel right with God. So, you can see why this would make me feel so at ease.

The first time I ever saw a shooting star was one day when I went outside to pray. I’ve heard of shooting stars, but never witnessed one for myself. One day, probably around last October, I felt messed up all day. As in, I didn’t feel right about myself, and I kept messing up. I went outside on my friend’s porch, and I just sat there and talked with God. And all of a sudden, I see this little glowing thing shoot across the sky. I saw two that night. It made me feel so great, and so peaceful.

I can’t exactly put it into words as to why these two places and actions bring me so much peace, but I don’t really know where I’d be, or what I’d do without them.

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